notes from my mind/emotions1

Date: 17/12.2009

Emotion:confusion/distress

What is the problem/confusion?
-im confused
-i dont know who to like and dont like
-i feel like i want something but i dont know what it is
-i dont know how to stop things from happening ( things i know will complicate my life) when another part of me wants to
-i dont know how to make things happen
-i feel bound to my own...heart?/mind?/lust?/pity?/fear?(of losing friends)...
-...so i kind of know that im going to do something stupid in the near future

What do i need?
-to be alone
-love?
-to know what i really feel
-to clean my room

What should i do?
-dont get involved with anyone when confusion still is the state of mind
-DONT GET INVOLVED with anyone when confusion still is the state of mind
-make music
-nothing else

OBS: Im confused, not depressed, there's a huge difference.